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Pictures...More pictures.

2006-12-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

Outside Vivocity

The blur image... ...Time to scout for a new camera

The camera suddenly become clear.

At the peak of Vivocity

Mei hua, Antz and me

Antz and Mei hua

It looks lyk Mei hua is splashing fire.

What is she looking at? Superman?

She's going to eat me up.

Sport cars at big boyz toyz

2006-12-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

Sound system at the car boot.

Faggot rui xiang... ...hehe.

Batman is here in town.

The night

2006-11-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

Me and Rui xiang holding a bottle of Vodka.

Kana stroke sia... ... I dono when this was taken.

Nice and romantic view (shall show you why it's romantic.)

The Merlion vomiting... ...

The gang. (from left: lao chen, wee tong and rui xiang)

See how romantic it is. (Basket! Say i take the couple. Look at the first foto, bottom left)

Sentosa photos'

2006-11-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

NSAD Anniversary.

2006-11-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

10 Nov 2006 - NSAD anniversary.
Did duty clerk with Jin hao and went over to Changi Village Hotel at 5pm. Took Jin hao's car dere. Was raining heavily and traffic jam at ECP. Reach dere and change into our pyjamas. Below are the fotos for the day.

Look how heavy the rain is.

Me, Me, Me

Jay chou is here in town, ZZzzzz....

At the toilet (R21) Luckily it's blurred

Yu Jin trying to show off his muscle again.

The gang (Eric, yu jin, encik and alvan)

Patrick looks bored.

At the gallery

NSAD anniversary

Candid pict. of me and yu jin.

Me and yu jin

Josep, Mr Eric, Yu jin and Rui xiang

The same group

Rui Xiang kana rape by Alvin chen

My pyjamas, i tink so. Nice?

Before the things starts (Deferment team 2) Zhe yu, Mickey, Yu jin, Mr Eric and Me

Look how we sit, on the floor, no chairs.

The scene (smoky)

The drunk Yu Jin

See how i act cute (Double 2 cuteness. Kawayinei)

Rui xiang and blurred me (Both drunk)

The place i sit. No chair. All sit on the floor.

Cute boy charging towards me.

Ah peh, Qun Bao bao and Mickey

NAked guys playing games (R21)

NAked guys playing games (R21) Part 2

After the whole thing which ends at 12.30am.

The smoke screen

Smoke screen 2

It's not ended yet. Me, Jin hao, kenny, kang xiang and stephen went to Rev club. Nobody there. Drank one glass of Vodka and den went to riverside to see the view. Me sit dere quiet. Too giddy liao. Before tat, Keiron and his gf were with us but keiron was fcuking drunk and anything how say and do some stuff. fcuking want to beat him up liao esp when i am so giddy after the wine and beer. Heard tat he only had 2-3 glasses and he got druunk until CMI. Haiz. Abandon him and his gf and they took a cab home.

Went home at 4.30am with jin hao car. Wake up at 9am to bath. Cannot even stand properly after wake up. As for the rest of the day, i was sleeping. Slept at 10am and wake up at 3pm to cook 2 packets of noodles. Den went back to sleep again until 7.30pm. Went to eat at 9pm and den sleep again at 11pm to prepare for the next day... ...SENTOSA !!!

A night out with meihua

2006-10-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

Do i Look fierce?

And now, i am happy... ...

Outside the museum... ...

The St josep's (i tink so)

This is what happen when you jump and try to take pict. So eerie!

Since it's closed. i shall take inside the museum.

The Viking's Ice cream.

CHIJMES

CHIJMES

The church

The long alley...

Oh no... ...

Johnny... ...

And his bread.

Yanwei

Mei hua is new york instead of china?

change blog.

2006-03-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

Ok everyone, i haf changed my blog add.
http://merv-life-in-disguise.blogspirit.com/

Do cum and visit me!!!

Tiring day

2006-03-13T10:26:00.000+08:00

Ok! found my phone back. Still the same old no.
Another thing... i got my enlistment date. It's on the March 27th. hehe.
For the past 3 days, i have been going out to stay at wongi's hse, IT show, and open hse for NTU, NUS and SMU. Tiring, esp the 2nd day. slept for onli 3 hrs and off i went to NTU open hse with junliang. Walk around SMU after going to NTU. Got lost at where is the open hse. Sweat filled my whole shirt. Den at last, a security guard stop us and we ask for direction. He guide us and we finally reach the place. haha.
The place was just not my type. Me and junliang went in and come out within an hr. haha.The rest of the day is just the same. Nothing much.

Unlucky month

2006-03-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

What a unlucky month ! ! !
Results not up to expectation, regretted buying the cam., so bothered by the admission to uni. and now, i lost my hp. Super sad and angry. Though it's inexpensive, but it's from my bro. I can't possibly just loss it lyk tat. Curse tat fellow if he/she nv return me. Worst part is tat stupid fellow even switch off the phone. Think i am not going to get it back.
Make a police report but i still doubt i will get back.
How it happened? Actually, i am not so sure either. But the crime scene is at the POSBank (i suspect) . I was applying for a card den. As i took my IC, i forgotten if i took my hp out with it. But it can't be cos my wallet and hp is in separate pockets. However, my mother somehow, from her impression, see me taking out my hp and she is not sure about it either. After she has said this, i oso tink tat i had took it out but i forget about it (anmesia, i tink). After tat, we went to Unity and den "seven 11"
Haiz... ...noticed it tat it's lost when i wanted to go out again to photocopy some doc. Nvm. since it's been taken, forget it. Look like i am uncontactable for the time being. Can call my hse no. if u wan to contact me... If u donno, can tell mi on the tagboard. i either e-mail u or send u a message on friendster.

Bothered

2006-03-08T13:16:00.000+08:00

Haiz...i am so bothered by the uni. application. For NUS, they are quite organised. I onli haf to photocopy some doc. and send it to them. However, for NTU, they still need to write an essay. Furthermore, need to find 3 people to be appraiser. Wth! Tat's so troublesome. I rather that they collect my doc. and testimonial as prove rather than calling someone to appraise for us. Imagine that u are the teacher and a whole lot of students come pouring in, wanting to be his/her appraiser. The teacher will be too busy going online typing our application no. and our IC and his/her IC. Now, i am thinking of someone to help me. haiz !!!

Trip to zoo...part 2

2006-03-07T19:26:00.000+08:00

Squirrel

pork-u-pine

roar!!!

The gigantic snake

And the gigantic tortise...Jia you in running

Penguin

The crew member

Trip to the zoo...part 1

2006-03-07T19:19:00.000+08:00

Ok !!! tis were all taken on sunday...class gathering of So1

Parrots

So cute...but i forgot wat is it?

Isn't it cute...

haha...him again...can't halp taking more of him

The camera shy guy... rarely take his photo. haha

A one hunch camel...quite blur though

Kangeroo

MOOOooooo!!!!!!

The lamb chop...hehe

Horse and the ahem* is soooo long.....

can butter fly?

Gross!!!

crab cum lobster

Seal

Monkey plucking coconut

Wee siang!!!

Wow!!! so serious reading.

Result aftermath

2006-03-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

depression mood...wat does it mean?
Since i got back my result, which was not wat i expected (for the worst), i have been forgetting things, being slow in thinking and a bit retarded.
Yesrterday was the worst. Though i look okay on the exterior, but my interior is filled with sadness and hurted. Muz control it. can't let my feelings hurt the others who care for me. MAybe university can heal my wound, if they want me.
Going to apply for envir. engineering as my first choice. If not, den material engineering. Actually, wanted to go arts, media, design. But needed to do some crap which i not so sure about it and oso interview. In the end, i drop the thought of it. Hope tat not many vie the place with me or else i got no hope, with tis result. Btw, haven't say out my result yet. Got B,C,D but fail my GP, D7. My 50 point target down the drain.
Tmr's antz b'dae. happie b'dae to u first. Gg to torture u tmr. haha.

FEAR !!!

2006-02-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

tmr... i will be getting my result. So bothered by it and can't shake tat off my mind too. What will be my fate? My 50 point mark. will i get it?

counting down

2006-02-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

3 more days to the release of A level results. Mixed feeling. Should i be happie or sad?

ytd went to moi cousin hse. Bored. Lotsa of pple ask abt the release of result. haiz.

Played Dota. Eat. Played water bomb.Played hiding games. Played mahjong, 3 rounds onli. Ok. Short and sweet.

Goodbye!

scary, scary

2006-02-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

Friday... ...A day i noe when the GCE A level result is coming out.

I feel so perturbed, don't noe why. Though i haf been thinking tat dere's nothing i caan do rite now. But i can't help thinking of it.

Wednesday is the day. Many thoughts flow through my mind. Some rather absurd. What if i failed? can't get into uni.? what if... ...! So troubled. Things have not been going well for me esp when it comes to exams or tests during my JC life...Do i go to poly if i fail? I am not in the proper mind rite now. I am being pessimistic!

Haiz...playing games can help me forget about it but not CM. And it's the onli game i have in my com.

Today. For students out dere, it's TGIF. But not for a wanderer like me who thinks tat everyday is the same. Actually wanted to go to library and after tat go walk walk but din. coz my mum keep telling mi to do tis and tat, saying not to come home late as someone is coming. Den, in the end, i stay at home, playing. Play until i become mad. But luckily, my neighbour knock on the door to carry a pot stand tat they give us. Or else i will be in mental hospital. So bored. Can someone ask me out or something but i tink not now till next wed. I need to mediate to repel all my unluckness for my A level.

Till now, cya!

Rearrange-ment

2006-02-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

My room with the new com. Life is enlightened.

sian of watching tv, play com. hehe

re-design. New face-lift.

2006-02-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

Today is a bored day. Slept for 11 straight hrs. I am so tired.
Yesterday- went to my cousin's hse to so called "bai nian" though new year is over. But b4 tat, went to tao payoh. My grandma's death anniversary.
After tat, me and dean went to play dota at serangoon, by bus. Poor us !!! Nobody drive us...As for my bro, he walked home. Can't believe him. From tao payoh to serangoon. He is one siao guy. hehe!!
Played for abt 2hrs, we went back and prepared to go to our aunt's hse. Play with the dog, veri active at first but when the night come, she became lethargic.
Nothing much to play dere but the same old thing. Played some water bomb.
Round 1: 4 vs 1
me alone. reason being, i threw a bomb at far range. In the end, i win. haha. ran 2 blocks away. super tired. They are the bullies.
Round 2: i went up. called my charlie's angel. They went down. But was badly defeated. haha !!! They were drenched to the max.
Bomb used up. we went up.
At dono wat time, gambling started, blackjack.
My brother as the banker. Me, played 2 games. $1 for each game. First game, draw. 2nd game, lose. Me busted having five cards. And there goes my $2. sad. Den, while everyone was eating, me went to eat, helpinbg to clear the food. hehe.
After a while, we went home. The end of yesterday. Bye!

2006-02-17T14:43:00.000+08:00

Let's c how bored i am today.
Nothing to do...so, took some photo of the bungalow opp my hse. It's veri big and veri green too. How i wished tat it's mine. hehe! In my dreams.

Look at the garden...so big but dere's a bigger one beside.

now under construction

2006-02-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

today. wat can i say...the same old thing.
watching tv, sometimes watching dvd or vcd but today din.
did some exercise and play some game. tat's all. hehe

Back at SR

2006-02-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

today went back to SR. To be exact, to mindgames.

Nothing to do, tat's y!!!
Their system is more organised now. Every games got it's coach and everyone has to attend lessons conducted by the coach.
But, dere's no bridge coach today. So they played contract bridge themself. As for me, i did nothing. I oso forgets all the rules liao. haizz.
But i play one game b4 i went off. Me bid 4 hearts, down by one. Miscalculation. Sad.

Look how serious they are!!!

After tat, went to play pool with the injured jun liang. Don noe why he want to play oso when he sprain his leg. Jumping here and dere. But today, we were super unlucky. For him, he lose either by going both the black and white ball. And for me, the ball seems to be angry with me. don want to go in, even for easy ball. Maybe too crowded with "ahem"...hehe!

2006-02-15T12:41:00.000+08:00

Latest news:
Posted: 15 February 2006 1202 hrs
Businessman shot dead after armed man entered Serangoon flat.
"A 41-year-old businessman was shot dead early Wednesday morning in his flat in Serangoon.
When police arrived at about 7.10am at Block 223, Serangoon Avenue 4, they found the man lying face down and bleeding on the floor of the study room.
Police say a man, armed with a gun, had entered the flat at about 6.55am.
The victim's wife, teenage daughter and the maid were tied up and the house was ransacked.
A few shots were heard and the man then ran out of the flat.
A manhunt is currently ongoing for the suspect who is believed to be a Chinese man in his late 30s to 40s.
He has been described as being plump and about 1.7 metres tall, and was last seen wearing a black round necked T-shirt, black pants and black shoes.
He also had a black cap and appeared to be blind in his right eye.
Police add that he had fled the house carrying a blue denim handbag believed to contain cash and jewellery taken from the flat.
The police have advised members of the public not to approach the suspect as he may be dangerous." - CNA/ir

Be careful for all those staying in around my hse or if u are coming to serangoon esp serangoon central, a hot spot where dere's lotsa pple.

2006-02-14T15:38:00.000+08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
!@$#$%@^#&%
I am so bored. NO games. NO date.NO one to talk to. NOTHING.
Super f***** up!!!
I can't live in tis place anymore!!! !!!

2006-02-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

hihi, i am back again!
A happie prosperous new year to all of u.
Today is the forth day of the chinese new year and here i am slacking down here playing "robot rage". the game is quite nice if u are bored. Can try challenging me. hehe
My working contract has ended and now, i am jobless, yet again.
Contract ended on last saturday morning at 7.oo am. A super tiring and fun day.
On friday morning, 8.30am, i wake up and get ready to go to my agent to get my pay. Meet jun liang at 9.30am and as usual, i am late. hehe!
Den at 11.00am, had breakfast with my other friends working as promoter too.
Jun xiang, tiger promoter. Wei qiang, carlsberg promoter. Samuel, pokka promoter. Joven, marigold promoter. Jason, jia jia promoter. Mindy, ice cool promoter. Eleana, tiger promoter who work for one day onli. kok leong, coka cola promoter. si jia, pepsi promoter. Dorothy, voda voda promoter. Vincent and elson, NTUC staff. Henry and Francis, Yeo's sales personnel. Sam, NTUC supervisor. And lastly, the Astro-boy, mua-chi promoter.
Tis are all the promoters tat i noe during my working days. They are the whole load of fun pple who jokes, play and care for each other.
Now, let's get on with my last day of work.
At about 12pm, we went to work. As usual, our lunch is at 2.oopm and dinner at 5.oopm.
TAt day, at 2.00am, we started to pack our drinks into the store, every different brand. And until 7.ooam, we finished packing. Left over drinks, we just drink it up. Totally chaotic. Oso joke about the mua chi guy and jia jia promoter about their behavior and speech. damm funny!
Den at about 7.30am, we continue with our breakfast, the last meal. Super tired and sleepy. Imagine working for 20hrs non-stop. chiong until siao.
Went back home, completely dead. Unpack all teh freebie tat i cope. hehe. Lotsa them.
den slept until my renuion dinner start.

2006-01-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

today's work is better. Time flies very fast.
A new female promoter is here today. Her first day of work and me dono how, become her in-charge. My agent call me and tok i am late but i am not. Call the overall in charge oso and a set up team member. They call me to look after her and teach her, guide her. haiz. Her job scope so easy and earn higher den me. So bo hua for me!!! She just haf to stand down dere and promote her pepsi max and pepsi light. But me haf to promote everything else.
Fun. talk a bit today and shouting too...hehe. damm cool. One shout for mua chee and the other shout for tiger beer. den me go interrupt and shout for yeo's...hehe. In the end, we shout until sore throat. Luckily, i got free sample drinks...haha.
Tmr working the same time as today. 2pm to 10pm. But saturday and sunday veri xiong. work from 10am to 10pm and 10am to 11pm respectively. dono how am i going to cope. But got other promoter to talk to. Nvm.
Sunday. From wat i heard, dere will be a mediacorp pple coming. Timing, me not sure. So exciting. Hope i am on TV...hehe! can't be!

2006-01-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

damm suay today. My finger got hit by the lock-cage twice. Totally no mood to work. Was raining the moment i came out of my hse.Went to my workplace at 2.oopm today. A bit drenched. First thing reach dere, work until siao. replenish the goods, carry here and dere. Aunties calling me to do tis and tat. Super busy and irritated.
Den dere was one time when i was asked to bring 10 cartons of MUG root beer from the store. Only me doing it. and the place was damm cramp. Lock-cage packed together and had to pushed them out one by one, squeezing through small gap. Super small. Luckily, i am skinny. But tat's where i got hit by the lock cage and super pissed off. The cans dropped out of the cartons. Me squeezing out the gap and hand hit the lock-cage. @#$!%*&@# start to come out of my mouth. cannot take it. No one heard it...hehe.
Den at night, someone want 12's pu'er and tie guan yin can drinks. It's so inside hidden underneath all the other favour drinks.Luckly, i had take out one pack each on my first day of work. or else i will curse and swear. After the customber left, i had to take all the other drinks out to reach it. Walau heh! Yeo's pple are so stupid. Put the drinks at the back. By the time i take the drinks out, i can go home liao. hehe!
from now on, i work from from 2-10pm. Can ask me out for dinner or supper. hehe! but muz be near serangoon central NTUC. I will be dere for u. hehe! @_@

2006-01-15T11:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my forth day of work... Veri tired. Eyes going to close oso.
So sian standing down dere but luckily, dere's other promoter to talk to. Dere's oso one uncle working as Yeo's oso, helping me up. He's veri freindly and lived near my hse oso...talk about a lot of things...and talked about soccer. At his age of 40+, he still play soccer. WOW !!! He called me to play with him one day oso.
Ytd customer not much. The peak hour is at 8pm onwards. But we were about to leave liao.
Later still got work...haiz. Hope got a lot of pple today or else i will rot to dead. Got customer den fun.
Cya!!!

2006-01-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

The third battle...completed.
Today, i worked for 12.5 hr, more than half a day. So cool !!! now feeling veri energetic still but aching all over.
Setting up at serangoon central. Tat's where i am going to station till new year liao. But next monday moi off day.
Setting up was tough but rather fun oso. Meet a lot of friendly pple around oso. Communicate well too. But sad thing is...the lazy bum is here oso with his another friends. Birds of the same feather flock together. They veri anti-social. Dun bother to talk to them oso.One set up at rivervale plaza NTUC and the other at serangoon gardens NTUC.So, if wan to make trouble, can go dere. Easy to spot oso, wearing a red shirt with Yeo's logo.
Setting up time today- 7.30am till 5.30pm. That's how tiring it is. But got lotsa rest and the water supply is better (ie won't feel thirsty over dere. Unlike the past two days, insufficient FOC water).
After the setting up, went over to Jun liang place to help him. Counted as working time oso. hehe! Went home at 9.00pm. So shiok!!!
Tmr start work at 1.00pm. Can wake up late...hahaha!!! can cum visit me if u want. At serangoon central NTUC. Got free sampling drinks oso...hehe

2006-01-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

Life's so unexpected. One day u may see him sitting downstairs, the next day, he may be gone, forever. That's wat happen to a uncle living in my neighbourhood. He always sit at the void deck at block 209, one block from my hse. Everyday, i would see him sitting at the void deck from my hse. And when i go out or come back from some place, he would ask whether i eat or not or where i am going. But now, tis voice will disappeared from my ears. It's a bit strange. His presence has become the main character of tat void deck.
Yesterday, after my long work, my mum told me tat he fell and die, from collecting the newspaper. I was so shocked. I just saw him the day b4 and now he's gone. My mum saw the incident but not in close range. She told me the incident.

Today, came back from work at 7.30pm. A bit slack but i was super tired from yesterday carrying. At 7.30 am, reach punggol plaza... A mall pop out of nowhere. Luckily, onli got 3 palette. Nothing much to do. Finger ache from yesterday, not recovered yet. Still veri painful. Serangoon north was the main culprit.
Ran around the north of s'pore today oso. After punggol plaza which we packed for 3 hours, we went for lunch and spilt up to head to serangoon garden. Sleeping along the way. cannot tahan. AFter serangoon garden, den rivervale plaza and den last check point...hougang plaza. spent a lot of time at the last point. Place was huge and separated. haiz. Tmr is the third battle --serangoon central at 7.30am again, setting up.(the place where i station)
P.S: Hope i realli, realli, realli see the golden hair lazy bum again. He come no come oso useless. He's one hopeless guy and a big hole (in hokkien) hate him to the core!!!

2006-01-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

first day work...comment: damn xiong !!!
Though work b4 two years ago, but tis time round is xiong-er. 1 whole round of palette at serangoon north NTUC. The drinks are packed by us. Our hardwork, our sweat and our footstep. It's all stacked till veri high, esp the chrysanthamum tea. carried about 70-80 carton of 1.5litre of water. 1 carton got 12 bottles in it. By the end of it, i tink my muscle will harden...hehe. But i tink it's fun, esp with junliang. Keep making fun and joke sometimes. But when i too tired, no more energy to talk anymore.After my lunch, which was at 3 to 4 p.m , i feel energetic again. Do from 7 am till about 5pm for one outlet only. super frustrating at certain things too but din want to say out. However, the goal of getting my digi cam. is getting nearer. Waiting for my pay. hahaz. Quite worth it as it really test ur mental strength cum physical strength. Muz always tink positive and not give up. A good training for NS. hehez..
Got to go now. haven't eat my dinner yet. muz cook maggi mee. Tmr is another tough day, setting up the drinks again at punggol plaza at 7.30am. Luckily, it's onli 2 days of setting up. On friday, i will be standing at serangoon central NTUC till CNY. Do visit me. hehe!!! resting in process.

2006-01-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

Another day passed. Somehow, i feel tat not going out is a bit bored. Even when there's computer games to play. However, don be misunderstood- my com is not fixed yet... tis is still the spoilt com. So, imagine one, who doesn't get to play any games for almost 2 years liao. tat's a torture! And now, life is even worse with rain pouring for 4 consecutive days. tat means no outing. Also, me is now broke. But though everytime claim broke, money appeared out of nowhere one...that's so strange.
Going to work soon but not sure when. Maybe in 2 days time. So sianz staying at home rot. Onli watch tv and blog...nothing else...haiz.
Recently lyk the show "debbietravis facelift" veri much. It's on weekdays at 12 noon. It's about home redecorating. Maybe one day, i study tat. Actually, don need to study oso can. Not sure. The way she redesign the hse or even the garden is so wonderful- from a junk to a "palace". She's one tat i admire.

2006-01-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

A boring day and some thing happened which brings my mood to the lowest end.
Had been busy drawing the outline of my room. Took a lot of time mainly becuz i am watching tv while doing. However, it was fun.
So, how did i plan?
Step 1- use a measuring tape and measure out all the length and width of furniture and the room walls. Copy down the readings.
Step 2- Draw the floor plan of the room from top view and write down the scale
Step 3- Draw the furniture, drawing boxes, onto another paper (same scale as the one tat u draw for ur room one)
Step 4- Cut out the "furniture" on the paper and place them onto the room floor plan.

Actually tinking of drawing the room out from side view. but my drawing sux. If i can draw frm side view, it could be wonderful. Maybe using com can but dono wat software to use.
Suddenly so into designing now. Maybe when i go into uni, i study designing. hehe : )

2006-01-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

creating another entry - on another topic.
How nice it is to haf a room by ur own. No one interfering ur freedom. How i wished for a room of my own. Tat's my year 2006 first wish. And it could be damm hard to fulfilled tis wish. I would be veri happie if tat happened. So cool and great. Not having to look at each other face all day.
I have watched a show called "debbitravis". She and her team are home designers who design ur house even creating a room for u. Tat's so cool. I haven't make any decision on designing my room before since i am born. Now tat i have grown up, i want to make my own decision on tis. But nobody will care about me. Mention oso no use. Tis sux. Oh pls. let tis dream come true.
Next time, when i got married, i would let my child make their decision. Everyone will have to make decision. It's too selfish if we neglect one or another. I don want any of my child to become lyk me.

2006-01-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

haha...happie new year, everybody!!! Though late by 1 day.
ytd, went out with my mum to chinatown. crowded and raining veri heavily. Actually wanted to go dere to check out the price of the camera but the rain deter me from doing so...went to eat dinner the first thing we reached dere- claypot rice. Due to the rain, we are restricted to only veri few place...no umbrella oso.
Later at night, went to meet antz, yam yam, david and porky to play dota.nice game but realised tat i am too used to using intelligence hero but not agility one. went to choose one agility hero but got messed up. Not knowing wat to do.
After the game, one veri gross thing happened. The bus we took home contained poo. Obviously, someone has pooed at the entrance but not sure who. The odour was too strong to endure. When we board the bus, we din realised it. Onli when we found out that the upper deck of the bus is full and got no choice but to went to the rear of the bus. The more i explained, the more disgusting it is. So, won't continue anymore... no to lose ur appetite. We alight at little india and took a train back. Tat's the onli choice. or else will faint down dere.
Ate supper with yam yam and antz after tat at mac. went home after tat.

2005-12-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

haha...today's been a busy day for me. So proud.

packed my cupboard and throw away lotsa things but memorable thingy still dere. Notice tat i had written lotsa diary, but it's not continuous...dere's even one diary with onli one entry and tat's it...hehe. I am too lazy to write...someone muz every night inform me to write den i will write. hehe. But by looking at my blog, u can noe about my life but not the whole thing...One day, i muz combine all my scattered entries, and my blog entries too, together and piece them into a book. Tat's so fun.

Another thing...my new com is here and will be put in my room. The problem is, dere's no space. So, we haf to re-arrange again. My bro want to paint the room somemore...So, it will be damm long till i get to use the com. walau. I am still stuck with "NO GAMES" life. So bored.

Room still haven't finished packing. Tmr will be my 2nd cupboard. will be quite fast. And oso my wardrobe.

Tis is wat i found today while packing my room...hehe

When i am small (think it's pri.6)

Me taken in sec. sch. days. (tink it's when i register for IC. nv comb my hair tat time and took my dad's motorcycle dere oso...hehe)

Me...taken last year. when GP lesson needed a photo. Took it last min. after my bath. Hair still wet.

So... tis year one haven't taken yet...hehe... maybe after i buy a digi. cam...Looks lyk an orbitary...touch wood.

2005-12-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

christmas over. and everyone going back to work again.
had 2 days of continuous bbq. rather tiring but fun.
Sunday (christmas)- family bbq.
went to my aunt hse in the afternoon. lotsa things over dere. Many good food over dere...in fact, all is good food. Got crab, sting ray etc. fun playing water bomb too though i nv throw any...hehe. drink lotsa of beer, wine and bottled wine. No effect on me...but a bit wobbly.
At about dono wat time, went back to my aunt hse to watch movie. Living room- king kong. Room- chicken little. Of course i watch chicken little cos i watched king kong liao. My small cousin suddenly vomit half way thr the show. virus attack. Maybe she ate too much. After a while, she left but the vomitting persist. When everyone was about to go home, my mum was talking non-stop. And u should noe wat happen...hehe
Monday (boxing day)- friends' bbq
In the morning got something on. So, can't join my friends to buy the stuff for bbq. By the time i reach dere, it's already four. So sianz liao. Nice making fun of hong jin esp kelvin.
Dark clouds start looming in. Clashes of lightning follows (we assume pple taking photo, no rain) but no thunder. We started bbq-ing the food at one go, in case. Me, poking 7-8 sotong balls using one sticks...hehe. In the end, when we finish bbq-ing, dere's still no rain...super luckly. Played cards. Loser eat the left-over, a fast way to clear the food. Left at 11+pm.
Tee yong's dad drove us to pasir ris interchange. Imagine five eighteen years old guy squeezing in the back seat and one is the baby hulk...hehe. Somehow, we reach the interchange. Took bus home but went come to the start of the expressway, the bus suddenly slow down, stop and den dere's blackout. I tok, "oh my god, we are gg to be stranded at the expressway. But luckily, the bus started. Went home abt 12 am but slept at 2am..hehe

2005-12-22T11:53:00.000+08:00

haha...i am back again. wake up at 10+am...nv go "shao mu" as i am too tired...but will be gg to library later if i am not tired. So wat am i gg to say today? not sure oso...den i shall talk about the latest update of myself ever since my A level exam over...

dye my hair liao...but not my expected colour. So, gg to re-dye again after i come out of army. hehe. hair colour is reddish brown... but the weird thing is... it's not visible when my hair is wet. Onli when it's dry, den u can see the colour difference. should have went to the salon to dye my hair. regretted!
Next, my com still not repaired yet. So, won't haf the chance to play DOTA with u all..hehe...but, i heard tat a new com. is coming but not sure when is it. Maybe during christmas. den it will be great. A great christmas present.
No $$ to buy a digi cam. yet. muz wait till end of Jan. after getting my pay.
going to zoo...so sorry...but muz wait till nxt month too. But i promised. I will go. So don worry!

tink got no more update liao...got more will tell ya!!

2005-12-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

A long and stupid today...maybe becuz i am too bored at home and want to try sumthing to do...
Went to sorta work today at clark quay. selling handphone accessory. rather tiring and stupid but i just stand dere to experience it. Standing under the hot sun, in carpark waiting for cars to park their cars. Then, we went to promote the item before the driver come out the car. Me first time approach the driver and the good is sold but after tat din even bother to sell already though the quota is four...but it's my first time dere, so nvm.
Reason for slacking after my first sale:
1) it's difficult to sell as drivers will just walk off. If i am the driver, i would oso. It's so easy to reject the promoters. Just say no. Close the window without even bothering about the promoter. To make it simple, shun them off.Or say u are in a hurry. or the last resort...tell him/her to wait for u and nv come back/take long time to go back.
2)It's not simple to promote esp when u need to show demo. u haf to get into other pple cars, tune their car radio and use their handphone to show the effectiveness of ur product. Who would trust a complete stranger to get into a car, touch ur car radio and use ur handphone and call another complete stranger to u. Although some could but can use one hand to count.
Now, got myself sunburn. firing the company tmr. bo bian. tinking off gg to library tmr cuz i missed reading books...hehe...psycho...b4 tat muz "shao mu" to my ancestors cuz tmr is "dong zhi", means eating "dang yuan"...yeah! mum making it now. gtg liao...too tired. nxt time will blog again.

2005-12-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

Recently, i am too lazy to blog. blog oso no use...donno whether who will see ur blog. Just found the same old job tat i did last year but hoping for more...it's okay! Lately, been stoning at home- no money to go out...but not today. Meet my "long time nv see" friend when i was working last new year. Though work for different company but we still communicate well- the good old days. We went for job interview together at Tg pagar and den when to bugis to makan and play pool.
The place where we play pool was so cool but veri expensive. It's a cafe and bar...2 storey...veri comfy...furniture is unlike the usual pool place as tis is sofa type...spiral stairs to 2nd storey...wow! it's veri unique. Me and Alan played for about an hour...My skill is as bad as the past. Long time nv play is lyk tat...cue sometimes even missed the white ball. chicken hands and duck feet. Went home after tat. Did the same old thing at home (don tink narrow)...gg to bed soon. Long time nv blog so late coz my bro haven't come back yet. hehe!

2005-12-06T12:39:00.000+08:00

Too tired liao after so many days out...flu starts to attack me and my bruise still haven't heal yet...pain, pain.
ytd was prom night. but somehow, i can't liven up my spirit. don noe y? Maybe i have overly exert myself early tat day...Went for job interview at robinson's but nv take the application form...the queue is too long. After tat, went to find the hotel...long way...after finding, i went back home...change my clothes and went 4 the prom.
Shall not talk anymore...want to slp again.

2005-11-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

haha...been out for three consecutive days...now completely flat out. Tired, tired, tired.
UPDATE:
Saturday...out with wee siang, jaren, shu hua and wei shan to watch harry potter...nice but short...veri intrigating...hehe! After that went to marina to haf steamboating...took lotsa food esp for hong jin...Btw, dere's hui ling, shu hua, jaren, wee siang, tee yong, stanley, me and hong jinjoining the steamboat-ing...saw Jun liang, the baby hulk, too.Wanted to play pool after steaming-boating but the shop seems closed...so sad. We walked for so long and in the end closed...wth...went back to marina station and took MRT to somerset actually tinking of playing pool but too many pple, den went up to the newly opened lan shop on the ninth floor...and WOW! many pple playing CS onli 1 or 2 playing warcraft...but the place oso veri ex...therefore, the last resort, play arcade...sianz...arcade games always go bersak one...so i don trust their games...played the hockey thingy by using hand...me with the slow motion hong jin while tee yong with stanley...In the end, stanley group win...haha...and hong jin scored onli 1 goal...maybe he should play more so tat he can talk faster and move faster...lolz...After tat, we went home to our home...Mrt towards pasir ris ends liao...so stanley and tee yong bo-bian...took cab together...den me, hong jin and wee siang took NS line to AMK...wee siang and hong jin's bus came...while i waited for about an hour...by the time, it was 1.30am...waste my time...so took a cab home...so suay!!!
Sunday...wake up veri late...feeling dizzy...blur blur gong gong one...decided to visit grandpa in the noon...As my Hp is charging, my mum went first...go meet moi aunt...So i at home play PS1...pathetic right...cos my stupid bro. still don want to reformat the com...wth...therefore haf to play PS1...Until my phone is charged, i took off, alone. Meet my mum at delifrance, together with moi aunt. After tat, went to visit ah gong......nothing to do dere. Onli play with baby cherelle, magic...not the card game...lolz ! At night, we went home...but eat our dinner first b4 going back.
Monday...today been to alexanda hospital...walau. wait dere for sooo long until my mum can't tahan and say them...haha...wait from 9am to 11am....den released at 12pm...went to queensway to buy prom shirt but come back tinks it's not nice...so tinking of buying it again...bought a water bottle... and a shoe bag...
Latest news...just fall down and hurt my hip...while playing with my bro...challenging whose leg can kick the highest...walau...fell over coz too slippery...now still hurt...pain, pain...
Haven't dye my hair yet ...on the way...my mum keep on delaying... selfish ...If she's not doing it for me, i will do it myself and don let her haf the remaining...i rather pour away...
Next week after my prom gg to find jobs...so will be rather bz...hehe!talk a lot liao...gtg!!

2005-11-21T11:57:00.000+08:00

feeling rather ok now but only coughing veri badly now...luckily got no blood come out...hehe...feel so great after my second last paper last friday, ie, chem. And my last paper, physics paper 5, which is one of the "unstudyable" paper. It falls on tis thurs...can't wait for it to come soon. Btw, i still can't play games on my comp no matter how hard i persuade my mum tat the last paper was "unstudyable"...haiz...tink mus wait for thurs den say...so sad...
Saturday...went out with my mum...to get her spect. near heartland mall. After which, went to heartland mall. walking around. bought my hair dye liao but still can't dye it yet..hehe! Also, met hui wen in heartland working...talk for a while and when home to Zzzz after taking my medication.
Sunday...ytd went to my aunt hse play mahjong...win quite a bit ...hehe!
oso, play a bit of x box with my cousin...till nitez, we went home!!

2005-11-17T16:30:00.000+08:00

yippee!!! Tmr is so called my last paper, chem paper 1. Afterwhich is physics paper 5 which is not so impt and can't study for it...haha.
Just now when to see a doctor. Got a high fever of 38.5'C but now has subsided. And oso sore throat and flu...maybe due to the air-con tis morning in school.aiya...me too weak liao. My mum oso sick.Worst than mine. Keep on coughing...Hope that she get well soon.
Just taken my medicine which should make me drowsy but instead, i am super active. Can't even sleep at all. Been on the bed for so long oso can't sleep. However, i still can laugh and jump lyk a monkey...hehe. but a bit dizzy...
Need to study for tmr papers liao...byez!

2005-11-06T14:58:00.000+08:00

my days are numbered...two more days to death. Have to face the reality of A level...So scary... Worst than O level, i say. Two years is just lyk only a few minutes has past. I must do well, do really well. My fighting spirit must be charged up by now, prepared to conquer and the the world. Nothing is going to defeat me. I have promised my friends and family to do well. i can't let them down. If i get good result, i will give u all a treat (but hope that i won't be in NS during tat time in march)
Wait for me.! i will be back on the 24 Nov 2005. That's the day of freedom. real freedom.freedom from my hard work.

2005-11-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

i m back again...feeling rather dull and depressed. I just realised something... ...something that depicts my character about friendship. I am too selfish, too pessimistic in life and overly cautious about things around me That's all the bad things about me... ...i always think tat i am always rite but in the end, i am wrong . I assume too much about leading a wonderful life. I always tok tat i noe a lot but in the end, things start tearing me apart into thousand pieces. Why? i am falling into a depression pit. Once fallen in, there's no way to climb out, no way to mend it. I am hopeless!
I have lost lots of friends, too much that i din bother to tink anything . i feel guilty about it, too much guilt tat i become frightened of it. I was wondering if one day i met one of these friends, will i go up to them to say hi. Will our friendship rekindles again. Or will i walk away, ignoring them. Maybe i am too immature to noe wat friends are for at tat time. I never treasure much about it. i now regret about it. So sorry. Or should i push the blame to technology. The lack of technology which makes me lost touch with my friends. No friendster nor do i noe how to use the computer at tat time. Only noe how to play games. I really admired kids now. Got to communicate with friends almost everyday through the internet. Some as small as primary school. By tis way, they won't lost contact with their friends anymore. I want to make up for it. But how? ... ...

Bad badtz Maru rox

2005-11-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

never study but still come online to blog...wat am i doing?

Actually just finished doing a GP paper2...later den do physics paper...donno why, i feel tat A level style is easy but not school paper. Everytime when i do the tys, i could do it and feels tat it's rather easy. However, when it comes to doing school paper, i would often cock up and could not do. Why?

Second thing...i have been rather careless for quite a long time liao and tis habit of mine can't seems to diminish but in fact, it has grown worst lyk a pandemic. i can't find any solution to it. i always mixed up all the values and sometimes left some words unread. If i read the whole thing, it would take a lot of time. So, i would skim through the whole thing.As a result, the whole thing become wrong and worst is, there's no error carry forward.

Ok! enough of my studies talk.

Recently, i have been engross into bad badtz maru all of a sudden. MAybe when i bought the toy from mcDonald...i don noe the story and how it came about. i only lyk the character. Unlike other caatoon character which is colourful, tis one is unique coz it's black in colour...haha..a dull colour but can make it until so cute...can't believe it...Here's some fotos for viewing:

The king maru

Maru reads book?

maru lyk bullying his friends

Go maru Go

The toy-- bad badtz maru

His friend

2005-10-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

walau...today is a sweaty and bad day. But luckily no accident.
I was going to CMPB to collect some appointment letter. I asked my dad to drive me dere, on a motorbike, thinking tat i could reach dere faster and earlier. Unfortunately, while at the entrance of CTE, the motor skidded. Luckily my dad controlled it well. The tyre behind punctured. Oh my god. First time in history. my dad and i pushed the motorbike all the way thr the CTE. Den exit at braddell road. Wat a long way. After exiting, we continue to walk down passing the Australian school at serangoon. Subsequently, we push and push along the braddell road...Until one point, my dad drive off with the punctured tyre... I ran...worst than 2.4km run...look for bus stop, not one in sight...until i find one. i look back... no bus in sight and it's only one more stop away...so i continued walking...sweat keep seeping out of my pores under the scorching sun (waa...narrative writing). Half an hour after teh whole ordeal, i finally reached the motor shop...haiz. My dad had brought me a drink when i reached...wat a day.
Took about half an hour to repair the bike. When the motor is repaired, my dad went back to the same route, the route of bad memories...hehe.!
reached dere around one. The place is completely diff the last time i came. More security makes me more confused...become psyduck! Even when i come out oso blur about how to go out...aiyaya...The security too tight liao...they take every precaution from admission to exit...
Upon collecting the letter, realised tat i had to go to the hospital for cardio...walau, so troublesome. But i booked it after the A's and they say i will defer much later...haiz! went home on a cab cos i call my dad don't need to wait for me. Scared too long. Went home to ZzzZzz unknowingly on the floor while watching TV. Sianz That's all..byezz

2005-10-16T17:45:00.000+08:00

So sad...just now wrote one entry but i accidentally deleted off...never mind...shall retype again.

Lately, i have been chionging my work as well as watching tv...the tv is so alluring tat i get hook easily...so sad. How i wish tat no one invent tv...haiz...Also, i had been thinking of the days after my A's...so shiok and relaxing. But before tat, i had to work hard 1st to get good result so i don have to worried after my A's...i want to tr go-karting but i don noe where...i want to go to the zoo but nobody accompany me...i want to play paintball but it's too expensive...i want to play badminton as it's been months since i last played....i want to play lotsa computer games as i haven't touch it 4 almost 2 years (my com. needs reformat since it's my bro's com, i can't do anything.)....i going to dye my hair...hehe...and so on.

But for now, i have to concentrate...try not to online so much and watch tv. Next few weeks is going to be a super busy week...won't go out anymore, onli thinking of studying...must wait till exam's over...den i will be free..hehe...i will be back.

Below are some photos' of my class during graduation day 2005.Have fun:

My class with the best CG award... ...with mdm koh and the VP

2So1 with Mr tay in it...spot him!

Best performance class, 2so1with the pricipal and Mrs suresh

With Love,

The bengs' and the lians'

^_^ 2so1 ^_^

Our granddad...Mr kwang

A day to be remembered... ...Memories will not be dissipate into the air...

2005-10-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

At last, at last...i m back after a long time with a new blogskin. Recently, i feel tat blog-ing is getting dull. Many say tat when u are bored, u den blog...tat seen rather true to me but donno whether it happens to u. But it doesn't mean tat my life is entertaining or exciting just becoz i din blog for a long time...it's not true. Actually, i have ben keeping a record of my daily life by writing a diary... hehe...therefore, it's a bit meaningless to write it again.Furthermore, i get to write more personal stuff in my diary rather than blog or else i get sue for being "racist"...hehe...suddenly tok of something. If i write some hurtful remarks and someone saw it and he/she want to sue me, will i go to jail for that?
A level nearing and i am getting veri, veri scared...it's super frightening esp with my prelims result. Though the thoughts of finishing another phase of my life is thrilling, but i feel that it's better not to end so soon is better. 1 more month to go. What am i going to do? can anyone help me? i need help...struggling for a "rubber duck" to keep me afloat and find a shore... When will i feel enlightened?

2005-09-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

write a last min blog b4 i go to sch for my exam...hehe...tis exam was rather sad..u can say i nv study well enuf to get so demoralising...study lyk nv study lyk tat...memorise all the stuff but come out lyk donno wat...hate it...
Later got another chem P2 exams at 2.00pm... not sure wat will happen..feeling rather sad already becos i donno how to do...i am so stupid!!! haiz...got to go now..or else late for paper...cya!

2005-09-09T12:20:00.000+08:00

haiz...just came back from my physics pract. exam...feeling dull over dere. wanting to sleep but can't. The qns was do-able but muz be careful with the findings...fake lotsa reading out for qns 2 coz my graph was totally out of shape...and for qns 1 only do 4 expt. out of 6...the other 2 just deduced from my graph...sort of cheating oso...but no choice...no time coz spent lotsa time tie the stupid knot...keeping on coming out...After the exam, totally no mood to do anything...stone down dere...
ytd night, din study for my pract. din noe wat to study esp for physics pract. But rather, i wrote a story abt moi life from primary school till now...though it's 1/4 complete, it brings back a lot of memories...i realised tat friendship is veri important...u won't remember the times when u are together with a friends but when u lose contact with him or when he's not around, u would try to think veri hard wat wonderful time u had with him/her...tis wonderful time tough short but it's still memorable..and treasure it. Or else u will regret it badly... shall continue writing abt the stary now...cya..

2005-09-07T16:30:00.000+08:00

recently don noe y? don wish to write my blog...haiz...been studying chemistry lately but all are the MCQ onli...my chem. sux man, everytime get either an "AO" or an "F"...wat a failure...

Tis 2 weeks break seems fulfilling...filled with activities cum studying...but donno if got study enuf or not...

On monday, went to hg mall to get my environmental chem notes from para...waited dere for abt an hrs coz the notes needed an hour to finish photocopying...hehe...so, me and para went around hougang (hg) to check for trade in price for para's "yet to get" phone...As we walked to the 1st stall, the trade-in price was less than $100. But as we walked further down, the price went higher and higher...hehe, but drop to about $100++ for the last few shops...just lyk a normal distribution,,,hehe...think of math too much...den at last, 25 mins left, we went to look at music CD until the whole 1 hour finished...haha. We went to copy the notes and den i went home...

Moment i went home, switch on the com. and play runescape...donno y? recently hook on runescape though it's stupid. Maybe becoz i got nothing to play on my com except for tis...How i wished for my A level to end soon so tat my bro can fix the com and I can played my favourite game...haha...life's so meaningless without games...hehe

ytd, went to K-box with my cousins at hg yet again...haha...went crazy over there...makan a plate of chicken rice together b4 going...had fun making fun of steph. for discriminating the chicken over the black, brown and white chicken...black is when u put the soya sauce on it..hehe...

sang lotsa songs...check in from 2pm to 7pm... ...paid abt $15 each...

Here's some photo stolen from doreen's blog...hehe:

The 4 of us in a room

Me...donno when take one...haha...want autograph?

Acting cute...with doreen edit her face untill lyk tis...donno y?

The mei lian jian ren...hehe...including me the shadowy one lyk ghost...

The max. brightness...with debb. scolding donno wat?

More photoz below...

After singing, we went to steph hse... shun bian...hehe cos she taking cab...her maid cleaning her hse...so muz go back open the door for her...Talking abt maid, we all think of "The maid"...haahaa...trying to scared steph...hehe...Over dere, watch TV till 8pm den went back...took some pict. at steph's hse too

The housefly sunglass with small holes (it's said to help decrease eye degree...donno true or not..)

Sad to say, we forget to take the maid photo...hehe! Till den, goodbye...maybe will blog after my prelims liao...which is next monday...Wish me luck.!!!

2005-09-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

wat a STUPID day today...
Time:6.45am...wake up by my mum.
Time:7.00am...came out from toilet after my bath...changing my clothes
Time:7.05am...check my handphone for message...saw two msg...1 from yusuf, saying that exam mus t report at 7.20am...2nd from sheena,saying tat see us at 7.00am...To my horror, i quickly chiok everything...wear my socks, comb my hair, drank a cup of milo instead of eating my breakfast...find my wallet and keys...
Time:7.08am...rush out and walk at extreme speed to the bus-stop.
Time:7.10am...reach the bus-stop...luckily, the bus came early or else...
Time:7.18am...reach SRJC...not late...2 more mins...
Time:7.23am...they start to mark attendance.
Time:7.45am...line up to prepare for our chem practical exam.
Time:7.55am...exam started...was doing quite smoothly in the begining but when come to 2nd part, cock up. The 3rd part: don say anymore.don want to think of it...but the interesting thing is tat i get to see the fehling's solution and 2,4-DNPH and dere's phenol too...wow...all are rare species in the lab...veri rare. They worst part is...they cheat...all these should come from the theory part but they put it in the practical...i haven't study organic chem. yet...
Time:10.25am...exam ends...sad...i did too slow...went my friends discuss their answers, everyone got the different ans...oh my god...and the difference is too huge...sadz...it's unlike the mid-year where our class got a mainly a "C" and above...sad.
Time:10.45am...quarantine in the AVA room...me and desheng stone dow there...donno wat to do...stone until 12.15pm...one hrs...
Time:12.45pm...wewnt to makan with stanley and hong jin...eat the famous SRJCian localities...roti prata. Everytime got long queue but not today...hungry,hungry cos i rush out without hafing breakfast.
OK...enuf of school life...now for wat happen after tat... ...
went to NUS again to repair my MP3...took bus 105 and den change to bus 151...took almost an hour...when i reach dere, it was closed...bloody hell...stupid...it's not off their working hours and they are closed so early...furthermore, it was raining...i was drench...my leg wet until donno wat...idiot...
In the end, took bus 95 to bouna vista MRT station...On the way. saw the different building in NUS...found out tat NUS is actually quite small...the design and environment faculty is my dream...hehe...rather small...but don noe the interior...went to bugis after tat...thinking of buying a wallet to replace my stupid broken wallet which always dropped out small coins everytime i opened it...but in the end, din bring enuf $...den went to the famous temple in bugis to pray (it's been a long time since i come with my mum to pray liao, so i went in since i got nothing to do.)
Went over to sim lim square to look at camera next...also went to look for thumbdrive...but the salesman nv bother me...so i look liao den go away... ...walk around from level one to five...donno how long...At 5.45pm, i went to take bus...walk a long way...den i realised tat after i alight the bus 95 at bouna vista, i nv sit down or rest for a while...my leg got cramp...and hope tat i can get a seat in the bus but the bus was veri crowded...dere's was tis man who is so arrogant and uncivilised, standing in front of me...he told so loudly, scolding vulgarites out loud tat a elderly man, sitting down stared at him...he also knocked onto me without saying sorry...i stared at him but he nv look back...want to pull his stupid, thick gold chain around his neck and strangled him...tink he rich so wat...can talk loudly meh...i don give a damm...luckily, he got off early or else i am going to get revenge...can't tolerate tat kind of man...was so angry already after so much stupid thing happen earlier and still let me meet tat kind of man...
After a few stop, i was luck to get a seat as it was still crowded...hehe...saw a old couple boarding the bus...both were veri big-size but they are veri cute...hehe...with a chubby cheek though they are old...they make a perfect couple...hehe..the old man sit beside me and i had to squeezed beside him to give him more space...hehe...since i m so skinny..they den alight a few stops later and i got more space..hehe...was dozing on and off...can't concentrate...den at last, at 6+pm, I REACHED HOME..."HOME sweet HOME"...so tired after a long day out...but a stupid day out esp when it's drizzling throughout with no umbrella...hehe

2005-09-01T12:14:00.000+08:00

haiz...just woke up from the heretic day ytd and the nitez b4.
The nitez b4, went to antz hse to play x-box, and den end up sleeping at 3.30am in the morning...haha...woke up at 7.30am getting really to go back to sch to visit our sec. sch teachers...antz suddenly hook up on something and so i went back 1st to take a bath and den we meet up later...In the end, we reached at almost 10am...haha...Poor david was waiting 4 us outside the sch at 9am...hehe. meet up with lotsa friends dere and as well as the teachers but many were either sick or on course, sadz...
den, when to KTV to sing, sang, sung... was to sleepy by den liao...cannot take it...Jeremy and antz were the most hyper of all...jumping up and down...everyone voice become hoarse after tat...hehe...sang until 6+pm and den went home...
At home...ate dinner and den arrange my com. desktop to a much presentable desktop...spent almost an hr doing it...tat means to say how untidy my desktop is..hehe...after which, i went to bed at about 9pm and wake up at 10pm tis morning....shiok and alert now...
Today's project superstar finals, who will win?...wei lian or kelly...u decide...haha

2005-08-29T19:36:00.000+08:00

Just finished reading a book on "Five pple u meet on heaven" and after tat got knocked off, ZZzzzz...did nothing for today, just some revision on math c. Rest of the dae was on sleeping.

Nothing to say liao...here's some of my favourite picts: have fun

2005-08-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

today's long journey...school-kovan-nus-hougang-home-yuying-serangoon S11 coffee shop...been to so many place in 1 day...so tiring. Today prelims exam...conclusion, dead...have lunch at kovan with my whole claZz. den go walk walk round heartland mall.
After tat, sit train to outram den change to bouna vista. Took a cab to the kent ridge drive, NUS. Had a woderful talk with the taxi-driver about the roads in s'pore. drop off in the middle of nowhere...walk here and dere...found the eusoff house and went take a look to see whether the eusoff business incubator there. Spot on. went in to change MP3 but went home and found out that i can't transfer my music to the MP3 player...wth...manage to transfer some but in the end died off. don noe cable got prob. or my USB port...damm it.
From NUS, took a bus 151 which i donno where it leads to, onli noe tat the terminal is at hougang interchange. So i went up and sit at a place where dere's a lot of vitamin D (the sunlight). Got cook up and baked into a muffin...hehe...took dono how long to reach. (i read, sleep,read, sleep still haven't reach...until i fully awake den reach dere)
Went to hougang mall to buy physics solution book and a music album...cost around $40+...den went home empty-stomach.
Reach home went to test my MP3 but prob still surfaced...but tis time is with the transfer of data...fed-up with it, went out for meeting at yuying...veri tired down dere. wanted to sleep. After tat, went to meet antz and his gf, cat, at 10+pm for dinner...talk here, talk dere...den went home...hehe...too sianz now...so sentence all cut short...byebye! Goodnight , everyone!
May the coldness be with Me...i am experiencing global warming now...help me! maybe too stress liao!

2005-08-24T09:39:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i blog...been veri busy tis few daes esp. when GP exam is tis friday...all the tests and the revisions have been filling my life recently. As for tis week, got 3 math c tests, 1 chem mcq test, and on friday, the most impt of all, the GP exam...my life has been filled with sch work lately. And now, i finally have the time to rest...tat's y i can blog on wed morning when i am supposed to be in sch... Actually, it's becos tat there's a troublsome med. check-up later...tat's y o din go to sch...treat it as a rest from sch ba... but den i will be missing 3 lessons of GP...sadz
ytd, bough a book...first time in my life...normally, i would read my bro's one...bought "five people u meet in heaven" and it's inspiring...though haven't finished reading it, halfway through, but it's fun to read...and the way the author writes it is a wonder...
schedules on friday after my GP exam, go fixed my MP3...and it's veri far...at NUS dere...can't believe i had to go dere to fix a small thing...worst of all, it din even had any branch office...next time when u buy anything, better choose the manufacturer/factories near to ur hse...so don haf to go so far to fix it when there's a prob.
Enough of talking liao...cya...bye...
"All endings are just another begining" quote by Mitch Albom

2005-08-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

eat, sleep and play...not a single time for studying. tat goes to show how slack i m tis week...school started after a long "holiday" but all i did was watch television...it's so tempting. Once started, i can't detached it...never study for mi chem somemore coz of TV. Guess gg to get a big F grade...din touch at all and go dere to die.
Today our school got a concert...Tong en and Sweety dere...songs qute nice, esp tong en one. Sweety one nice oso but it's the type of hyper type one...they are too hyper...
Also today, got back the A level chinese result liao...got a B3...so happy and shocked at the result...hehe improve a lot, from C5 to B3...shock sia. Life so unpredictable...haiz...i'm too pessimistic liao.

2005-08-07T12:56:00.000+08:00

Thank you veri much, everyone..for sending me message to wish me happie b'dae... ...thx to 4a'ians, peiling, eddy, avonda, antz, daryll, david+his mum and sista, mei hua etc... ...1/2so1 pple,...aiya, i tink everyone..hehe...others, crazy bunch, chee hao,mindgames member...etc. (sorry if i miss out any names)
To the crazy bunch, mei hua and antz's gf, catherine... ...thx for celebrating for me ytd.had lotsa fun esp with all those blowing, running and smashing...haha...blowing the candles which relight on its' own after it extinguish. i am out of breath...chasing me around Istana park in order to smash tat last piece of cake on my face for facial purposes which in the end, u all succeed...haha...had lotsa fun yesterday.
B4 that, we went x-boxing...played halo2 together and den splinter cell with john doe doe...
To 2so1. thx for buying a small cake on friday b4 lesson start...
Thank you!

2005-08-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

thx, thx, thx for celebrating moi b'dae today tis morning which is actually tmr...though mon u all are celebrating it again...hehe...very thank you!!! Kana beaten by the baby hulk today...damm hard man!!! it's burning hot ...cannot take it liao. no fear!!! i am still alive though he beat me so hard...After sch, which desheng waited 4 veri long...hehe, ming han, stanley, yusuf and hong jin went to play "RISK"... haha ...Fun!!! with Miss Xia oso! Actually, it was our farewell party which ironically, we were all laughing all the way...had pizza. and it's good enough...thankz you veri much JC1...keep in touch often and study well for your exam and most importantly, must get a medal next year for bridge competition!!! Good luck, everyone!! SRJC bridge team muz win! My heart will still be with bridge...hehe
Tmr, i will be 18... ...going out with moi friends which i still don noe who yet...haha...and everyone will be playing x-boxes (a box with a X on top...lame!!)i think so...still don noe the plan yet...turning 18 is so fun...can smoke freely, drink freely and watch M18 movie...nah...i won't smoke but i tink will drink but not too xcessive... till now, bye bye

2005-08-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

hehe...haha...lalala..stress over...all the test has passed...by the results are unknown...ytd got a harmless physics test which don make me ouch much...maybe becoz got do tut....tat's y? I suddenly realised tat i can't cope under stress and i need constant practice in order to do well...but who don!!! unless the guy is veri smart. For instant, my physics test is getting better now as i haf been doing tut. but as for my chem, it's been dropping down. In addition, though chem got lotsa homework and exercise, i still failed. Unlike chem, physics which does not give us any homework to do, i score better...which prove tat i can't cope under stress...can't believe it.
As for my GP, i always get tensed up during test but today test i don seemed to be nervous...i don noe y?...everytime i tense up, i cock up the whole thing...so i must leran to relax and sleep well...it's true...it's veri impt. But in the end, i din finished up my GP test today...left the AQ qns which i did onli 1 paragraph. So sad...sure kana scolding again.too relax liao or in other words, i m too slow...hehe...
Just now after sch, there's another test also - chemistry...it all depends on luck again...see whether the ans i wrote fits the qns...hehe...
Aiya...another thing...the pain in my head has not recovered...can't take it...i feel alert but inside my head, it hurts...tat's why i slept at 8pm ytd which is incredible and oso i don wan to study for today test...therefore i slept so early.i tink tis few days i will be sleeping veri early and won't be going online...unless it's weekend or holiday...must study and rest well...do sms me or call me if u want to ask/inform me something...thx...goodbye.

2005-07-31T11:02:00.000+08:00

hai...donno wat to blog abt...sianz...blogging shows tat u are bored at the moment. Agree? hehe...den i shall not blog anymore to show tat i m not BORED but i am veri bored...haha...lame!!!
Tis week don really noe wat to blog abt...can't decide on the topic. So decide to write in point form to give u a brief idea wat i did tis week...

played LAN ytd...onli 5 pple went...all were abt to Zzzz as they had played DOTA until 2-3am on the same day.
went to CMPB on thurs...veri bored down dere...waited for 3+hrs dere...staring blankly at the wall
national day coming...Happy 40th birthday, Singapore

nothing else liao...bb..cya next time!!

SRJCian day

2005-07-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

hehe...

SRJCian day revisit... ...

2So1 photo wif mrs. Suresh (more than half the class)

The Ah beng 4... ...

The next few is pose for marriage...hehe

Hong jin cum jin hong... ...

Wee siang (taken)

Ming Han (hungry for hamburger, eat him!!)

Yusuf (careful he bomb u...hehe)

Desheng...cool guy but taken oso

Stanley (tink he is doing nothing, he's playing cards...hehe)

They are veri serious studying...but onli for desheng. The other two are palying cards man

2005-07-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmsss...long time nv blog liao...miss me?...haha...tis week is rather slack. got SRJCian day on wed, chinese listening compre. on mon. and celebrate wee siang's birthday tmr though nobody noe the plan...hehe...
SRJCian day-- for me no leson as the first period is F math den break...hehe..nv go to sch oso nv mind...den it's the celebration followed by the amazing race...tiring as me, shu hua and wei shan went all the way to northeast CDC to find clues which is quite far away from the sch.waste time sia...den in the end nv win anything...after the race, the class went to play X-box at PS...fun...play halo and noobs lyk us playing together is fun...hehe...play for 4+ hrs and den me, wee siang, ming han and yusuf went to long john to makan...talk about DOTA there which i not sure at all as i don play one...went home at 7.30pm.
Next, wee siang birthday tmr...Happy birthday...still donno wat's the plan yet but they say they going out the whole day...haiz...
Sunday got youth wing chalet...but not going there as i need to study for tests and do my homeworkssss...aiya...so sorry...next time ba...

2005-07-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

Phew!...tests over...homework done and one of the tests got back liao...yeah...got a "B" for physics and it was really pure luck...din study at all and even have a chance to look at it oso, just based on wat i have learn and did...the test was easy too...But...But..But...the GP test was disaster...though haven't got back the result, i noe i would fail veri badly and the probability of getting a single digit is veri high...hopeless liao.
Tmr got chinese oral exam...din study at all or don noe wat to study...just rest my throat, drink more water, don panic can liao...i muz do well tis time...and listening on 18 July...
Today...got 2 free period but waste my time on going to cafe and drink the stupid "expresso"...it was so bitter and i feel so energetic tat i can't sleep when i feel so sleepy during physics lesson...and after the math buddy program at xinghua, i felt super duper tired...got PhD (permanent head damage)...still call me to play contract bridge...i CMI liao...now still quite alert...haiz...when will the "Expresso"effect wear off....Help me. Who ask me to drink tat in the first place?

2005-07-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

haiz...don noe wat happened to me today--feeling soooo....tired. was actually doing my GP homework, but don noe why got no inspiration to do at all...i noe the logic behind it but i somehow do not noe how to phrase it...the more i do it, the more irritated i am and my face become veri black (angry). went to bath after tat in hope of some revival. But in the end, i give up...and feel so tired tat i want to sleep but, ironically, i can't. Took off my spect and den within 5 mins, i wake up again...30 mins later, feel tired again...carry my bolster and lay down...still can't sleep...About 5 mins later, i wake up again...i try to do my chem tut. but end up studying it coz i forget EVERYTHING!!!
I look again but still helpless...den the television program hooked me again... Ahhhhhhh....
At 5 pm, we (my mum and my 2 bro.) went out to eat at hougang point. After tat, went to NTUC...my bro bought lotsa food while i onli bought 2 packets of sweet to chiong for tmr lessons...
By the end of tis week, i found out tat i did a bit of things onli...and tat is, math tut. that's the onli things tat i did...my GP homework half done...chemistry tut not done at all... physics tut have already done on monday but lost the paper on friday...idiot...so suay...don noe how to endure next week...got physics and GP test somemore...sure die one. must see whether i luckly or not...

2005-07-09T11:28:00.000+08:00

haiz...ytd say want to go to return books but din went ...instead went to mac to buy dinner...haha...looks lyk i m going there today...wanted to go to "borders" oso to buy books but $$ not enough liao...a lot of things is unreachable to me now (i.e cannot buy a lot of things)...wat to do now ?

2005-07-08T15:33:00.000+08:00

yeah...TGIF. Another friday has passed...feel so relaxed today as i have clear all my homework but another pile of new work awaiting during the weekend....haiz it's endless...but i starting to lyk it...heehee...a bit siao rite? later going to tao payoh library to return books but don't noe wat to do after tat...dark cloud is starting to gather outside my hse...oh no!!!scary rain...going to chiong hw again...the fierce battle has started and the victory will be mine...hahahahaha!!!
still can't decide wat to do till now...how.........?

2005-07-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

i feel tat i had split personalities... ..when i am too stress or in a good mood, i would do funny things, say funny things and think differently...but when i am bored, i would not talk at all...and if i talk, i was only just merely entertaining that person...but it's relatively find me behaving the former way of my behaviour...unless i know u really well or u are really funny... whereas if i don't talk, it's either i m veri bored OR i am super hungry...hehe...tat's strange about my personalities...

2005-07-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

we meet again...blog three times a day...hehe...welcome to my another new blog...
http://alway-in-love-with-u.blogspot.com/
This blog is like a journal, saying how i feel about a particular thing...stay tune...it's my 2nd link...
I will still post on my old one...so don't worry...the old blog is nicer...hehe

2005-07-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

Just watch the Aviva opens and have the urge of playing badminton...hehe...the temptation is veri strong...it grip me right from the start...the more i watch, the more i want to play badminton badly...haha...any suggestion ? ? ?

2005-07-03T12:20:00.000+08:00

i am back again...so sad that i can't go online for one whole week.com got a bit problems nowadays.
Earlier tis week, dun noe why i got a mood-swing, din even want to talk to pple at all...maybe due to stress or wat...i kinda stress myself out...pple laugh but i don bother...pple say lame jokes to me, i nv react and just continue doing my work...i don noe how it happened but i started to realise tat i am easily irritated but i don show it to others ...first week of sch. reopen and i had tis kind of attitude...only after the later week, i started to cheer up...but onli a little bit...onli veri little...i just can't geet back to my usual self...there seems to be a lock in my heart tat need some kind of special key to unlock it...but i don noe wat is it.
ytd, went for a concert at yuying...quite okay lah...hehe...was so hungry after the concert as i only ate breakfast in the morning...went to BK after tat with ant, ks, weifeng, david, leon and eddy...interesting.
Today, should be another bored day for me...so it will be a studying day for me...haiz...studying madness!!!
We can't predict the future, but the future lies in ur hands==>funny right?

2005-06-26T16:16:00.000+08:00

2 hrs passed and i m stilll here... ...17 hrs left to school... ...hehe...actually, i m studying...To be continued

2005-06-26T16:07:00.000+08:00

NOBODY KNOWS
By: The Tony Rich Project

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

2005-06-26T14:29:00.000+08:00

School starting soon... ...19 more hrs to go and counting

2005-06-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

(Chorus)
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is -be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
(Chorus)

2005-06-24T12:52:00.000+08:00

hehe...early in the morning got awaken by a call from CMPB. They say to postpone a appointment to 27 july, which is good as both my appointment was on tat day...i dun need to go here and dere a few times liao...tat place is a boring place...
Ytd went to heartland to haf dinner with my mum...went to Thai Express...hehe...den bought a sling bag which i long wanted...yeah.went around the whole place...nothing much to c...around 9.30pm went home...
The renovation went well but i was tired though...had to clean up the whole mess...during the renovation, i was bored to death...went to slp when they were renovating the hse...though noisy and disturbing, i still slp like a piggy...hehe...i was too tired...
By today, i muz finish up all my hw ...but confirm muz help my mum to do household chores one...haiz...sianz

2005-06-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

haiz...sianz
ytd went for the medi. chech-up...boring and sianz...and i hated the pple dere...they are too arrogant but some are kind and caring...went dere at 9am and got released by 2pm...by the end of the day, i was half-dead...after tat, drop off at tao payoh to makan...all of a sudden, i went to orchard...hehe...wanted to buy a bag but in the end din...so....i went to borders to look at books...found a few nice books but don dare to spend my $$ on books 1st as i want to use it to buy bags...reach home at around 5pm...by the time, i am fully dead...sianz...tinking of the bloody check-up, i had another 2 appointment which is on 2 separate wednesday...
tmr, my hse, so called "under renovation"...they are changing the window panels coz it's been with me since i was born...need to change liao...
now at home stoning...don noe wat to do...study oso sianz...go out oso sianz...but play not sianz onil...the prob. is, wat to play? my com can't play any FUN games...can't even download oso...I WANT TO PLAY CM...OR WARCRAFT OSO CAN...1 YEAR LIAO...help me...can't wait for A-level to end...den my bro will mend it and i can play the games AGAIN...tat day will come...wait for me!!!

2005-06-20T12:46:00.000+08:00

hahaha... ...had not been studying since friday...so shiok!!!
Saturday =>went to my cousin hse to play and in the end stay overnight down there...we went to suntec to shop and makan...quite crowded but not as crowded as i imagined...we split into 2 groups...hehe...one the girls' group and the other the men group except for mandy, the smallest of us all and the onli gurl in the men group...haha...we went to the men section of course...look at shoes (for my uncle) and me looking for a sling bag...den we went to the electricals and look at the sound systems and LCD Tv. Next, we sat down on the sofa tat are exhibited...for resting. Subsequently, we went to find the girls and den went home...
Sunday =>went to dean's hse...over there, play monopoly and in the end mandy went bankrupt...lolz...dean got the most $$ coz he bought so many hse at the boardwalk...bloody hell...i got one hotel oso not enough...In the end, the banker owe me $200, dean...$600...
He's luckly onli...hehe...home ground therefore he won...hehe

2005-06-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

Tis whole week is very sianz...nothing to do...blog oso no use...got nothing to say oso...As u can c, i change my blogskin again...just lyk a snake which shed it's skin. In addition, i change my tagboard too...out of boredom...holiday really sux unless u filled urself up with activity...but it's oso a time for u to rest oso...has been waking up at 10+ or worst still at 12noon even though the drilling and the knocking outside hinder me from dreaming...they have been changing the power supply for my block tis week and it's really disturbing only for today, they stopped...hehe!!
Ytd went to tao payoh library. nothing much to do oso...tok of reading storybook dere but end up borrowing contract bridge book...hehe...boring.
Just now...actually wanted to do homework but the chem. got too much things to write and it's all copy and paste from lecture notes...hate it...den end up switching on my com. and mend my blog...stupid...If i go on lyk tis, cob web will start building up everywhere...disaster!!!
Btw, must remind myself tat next tuesday is my NS check-up at 9am...dono can wake up or not..so sianz and oso, my hse will be undergoing some "renovation" next week...they come to change all my window panels...hehe...so must help my mum to shift all the furniture and oso she is sick...tat's all

NB:My ice-berg is melting...and my "cold jokes" power is completely use up...give me someone to freeze...hehe

2005-06-09T19:14:00.000+08:00

yeah...yeah...today's is the last day of school's extra lesson...hooray...but still need to study hard now...i got a new handphone, better den the old one which keep on shutting down without my consent and it's battery last veri hard...however, it's quite old model with camera on it...
21st june is my NS med. check-up...quite nervous as i was going alone but it will be an experience for me...hehe.
This weekend's rather busy...sat. having a BBQ, sort of a gathering for the bridge people..hehe...as for Sunday, my relative are celebrating fathers' day...quite excited...but need to spend $$ on present and hongbao esp. for my grandpa...dad...and my mum for which i din bought her anything on mothers' day due to exam...sad
Nest thing...i had just finished reading "The Da Vinci Code"...at last...the first novel tat i read...hehe...it's intriguing and makes u want to read on...but i suggust tat Christians shouldn't read it...u will find it unrealistic OR u will have different perspective of christianity after reading it...Aniway, it's a nice book...Going to read his 1st adventure, Angels and Demon,...hehe...sounds funny rite! i read the 2nd book first instead of the starting...but it's ok!!!

Sunday rox!

2005-06-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

First week of sch. holiday has gone and the sch. has been stressing us by having lessons...haiz...No doubt tat it's being called a lousy sch...which mean tat i m lousy too...hehe...tis week... ...nothing much....go to sch...came back watch TV, online and do homework...multi-tasking...ytd, almost went to orchard buy a sling bag, but din go...too sianz and no mood. Instead, went to my grandpa hse...hehe...Sunday, which is today, going to pasir ris park for pinic later with my family...yeah...but tmr still got sch...sianz....going out soon ...bye

Physics

2005-05-31T18:45:00.000+08:00

For those who lyk ideal gas a lot can look at tis website and deduce something frm it:

http://hyperphysics.phy-astr.gsu.edu/hbase/kinetic/idegas.html
http://www.phy.ntnu.edu.tw/java/idealGas/idealGas.html
http://intro.chem.okstate.edu/1314F00/Laboratory/GLP.htm

For more physics info...pls call 1900-911-XXXX (hehe!)
more on physics:
http://hyperphysics.phy-astr.gsu.edu/hbase/hframe.html

Dreams crash ! ! !

2005-05-28T13:48:00.000+08:00

It's holiday time but ironically, i don feel excited or happy. Instead,i feel sad and nervous about everything. All tis worries rooted frm the day i came into SRJC. The school is good in some ways but i really can't adapt to it. I don admit tat i am good when first came coz i noe there are many others who are more superior frm other school. But in SR, everyone feel so slack and not motivated to study. Look at the result and all of u will noe y. It doesn't concern the teachers nor the school...it's the students...the teachers have done a lot to help us all and as a result, they are the one who suffer from the criticism and the scolding from the principal and the students' parent...haiz. So sad !!! When will SRJC students ever buck up and strive well...hope one day...really...SRJC has been published in the papers acamedically but tat's of a minority just lyk tan zi who was published on the chinese paper for scoring straight A's...How about the others...?

Let's not talk about SRJC anymore and divert the attention to what i did today...hehe...actually, dere's nth much. wake up...dink the new holick vanilla which i brought ytd after parents' night...it taste weird and in fact, the original favour was better...worst still, it's accompanied with a cinnamon bread...disgusting...gross...the worst brekfast...

After which, went to study for my chinese A level exam on coming monday... opps...up to here i don noe how to end ...hehe...Goodbye!!!

Joke of the day...nil(later don noe y i lose all my power on cold jokes...maybe too long nvr drink sprite ICE!)

nice sleep!!!

2005-05-22T12:56:00.000+08:00

Note: i tink only those who noe how to play bridge will understand wat i m talking about below...hehe...don believe, just read on and try...hehe...

SaD...we lost the contract bridge competition...though expected but i tink the grouping is not good...dere is a mixture of the good ones and the bad one in each team which results in tis result...we sent in 3 teams. Out of which, only one did better...maybe becoz of our pros, jeremy and a girl. their team is well distributed...As for mine, it consist of JC1 and JC2...overall rating for our team, quite good but not daring enough since it's they're first time, i don blame them...it's ok...i had a nice time...hehe...
THE GAME
Round one: vs RJC... ...actually lost but both sit at the wrong direction...cannot be blame coz they got no communication. Consequently, we end up in a draw. Luckly. They were damn fast when we play the game...it's like catching a bullet train...So stress...and my partner and i was so tense up...and the game went cock up...

Round two: vs SAJC... ...Easy match...maybe becoz our cards were veri good. We crash them by winning 2000+ points. It shocked everyone including our coach. Though the game is easy, it was also veri stress coz we bid until veri high (3-5 of a suit)...haha

Round 3,4,5: vs VJC, VJC AND DEN HCJC... ...subsequently, we lost all the way...when against the 2 VJC team, the north-south cards were damn lousy all the way...and my partner and i can't even open a bidding hand...sad...In addition, our teammates, who played the east-west hand, were not strong enough and din dare to bid high enough to earn more pts...therefore, we lost with the overall pts...haiz
As for the last game, my partner and i screw up though we had good cards...haha...we mess around bidding more than expected. In the end, we lost badly. Also, we were veri tired alredy when we went for last match...becming a PhD (permanent head damage) after tat....it's veri hurtful...can't conc. at all...went there frm 8am till 6pm...

When i reach home, i slp unknowingly while watching television till 12am, i wake up and went to my room to slp till 12 pm, more than 12 hrs of slp...tat's how tiring it can be when u played 10hrs of bridge...haha

exam aftermath

2005-05-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

Not quite surprised at my result...or to be exact, i am used to failing liao...hehe...actually it's not so bad CoMPARED to SRJC...but when compared with others, it's veri bad...but in any sense, i improved but not my GP...i always screwed up tat paper...it's either no time or i not in the mood to do it...sad...As for my physics, it was an "E"...passed at a low grade...the whole class of 13 people, one get "A", one "B", 2 "C" and 1 "D"...pathetic...the rest is ...haiz...
As supposed to be the best class in SRJC, we actually get tis kind of grade...The standard is dropping...hopeless!!!
Lately, i have been into a real nice book named, "The Da Vinci Code". It's the 1st time i read so much for a novel...hehe...Tis book has become my post-exam activity...hehe...therefore i have not been studying nor doing my homework...so relaxing...hehe...tmr got a test but it's a contract bridge test coz i having a bridge competition tis sat...hehe...must let my mind hibernate esp. after tis stressful semester...haha
Also, i have found out tat sprite ice is my energy drink and it must be super cold...hehe. Everytime i drink sprite ice, i will be so energetic tat my cold jokes came sprouting non-stop...hehe....pink dolphine is useless(sorry minghan but it really make me sleepy and tired)...today's only cold joke of the day...

Yusuf:i wanted to borrow a gun and shoot myself
Me: U take a mirror and shoot at the mirror. The mirror shows the reflection of urself and u get to shoot urself without dying.

tat's the only cold joke tat i say todae...one and only...sadz

peaceful as sky

2005-05-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

Hope life's as peaceful and serene as tis sky

exam over!!! yeah.......but the worst has yet to come

2005-05-14T11:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo...exam over...finally get over with it...but there's still more to go...it's been so relaxing after the mid yrs...ytd, immed after our last paper, physics, the whole bunch of us went to bowl and den we went home at about 9++pm...
Next week... ...troubles will befalls 2So1...cos we are gg to get back our GP paper...and she is going to really scream at us...scolding us for not applying wat she tok in class...it's nerve-racking...i don dare to tink of it. The start of doing homework oso begins next week...sad. Furthermore, dere's A-level chinese to study as well...it's so scary. Hope time don flies but stop down here. Or hope it comes as soon as it starts...tat's will be cool...
Today...nothing much...been online since morning and it's now noon...played some game of internet spade...hehe...fun. Today is the most fulfilling match ever...me and my partner won the com. and prove tat com. are stupidier than human...and it's the nicest game ever...sad tat i don't noe who my partner is...haiz. But i noe he's an englishman...hehe...the game is so confidential...so sad...we are only restricted to the given words by the com...haiz...Got to log off now...too tired and lazy...need to visit my grandpa later as it's been a long time since the last visit...hehe

Exam fever !!!

2005-05-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

haaaaaaaa......today's first day of exam....felt so so so so sleepy for the first paper...it's a bad omen. Maybe becoz yesterdae night couldn't sleep well at all...the math C paper was hell...feeling so lethargic, all my formula got scrambled up lyk eggs...so scary. My eyes were so painful and i hhad to forced it to look at all those dreadful words and numbers...walao...
Even worst was tat the next paper was chemistry. Whole load of memory work.After the exam, i had declare brain damaged and i am mentally shut off for now...
Also, today was another bad bad day. First was the tiredness. Den was the chicken rice tingy. The aunty was so blur and confused...we ordered 4 plates of rice frm the stallbut in the end only came onli 2 plates. den we waited for another 10mins but the aunty serve another customer...haiz...in the end, me and my friend waited ....and as expected, mine was the last...haiz...blur aunty...i m too tired to get into an argument but just heck care...
Unlucky incident no. 3. After the exam, i went home and tok tat i left my ez-link in sch....board the bus...stop at heartland mall...decide to go back to sch. to take back...but when i alight, yusuf help me found it and ...dotz...it's on my front pocket of my shirt...Luckily nv went back to sch...but got a free ride to heartland mall...hehe..,
Unlucky incident no. 4. Reach heartland mall, me and yusuf went to buy bubble tea ...the funny thing is tat, i tink our drinks got swopped and i got to noe it when i was on my way home...hehe...funny rite...my brain damage is getting worst...nv came to realised tat...so sorry yusuf...but the cashier give me the wrong drinks at first...both were the same colour and i ordered first, so she give me first which turned out to be the wrong one...
Therefore, i conclude tat today, dated May 09,2005 was my unlucky dae of the year....next is to see whethe ri passed my math C and chem paper 3 which was taken today.

The hole

2005-05-05T17:11:00.000+08:00

Two brothers once decided to dig a deep hole behind their house.
As they were working, a couple of other boys stopped by to
watch.

"What are you doing?" asked one of the visitors.

"We're going to dig a hole all the way through the earth!" one
of the brothers volunteered excitedly.

The other boys began to laugh, telling the brothers that digging
a hole all the way through the earth was impossible. After a
long silence, one of the diggers picked up a jar full of spiders,
worms, insects and interesting stones. He removed the
lid and showed the wonderful contents to the scoffing visitors.

Then he said confidently, "Even if we don't dig all the way
through the earth, look what we found along the way!"

Their goal was far too ambitious, but it did cause them to dig.
That is what a goal is for, to cause us to move in the
direction we have chosen. In other words, to set us to digging!

But not every goal will be fully achieved. Not every job will
end successfully. Not every relationship will endure. Not every
hope will come to pass. Not every love will last. Not every
endeavor will be completed. Not every dream will be realized.

But when you fall short of your aim, perhaps you can say,
"Yes, but look at what I found along the way!
Look at the wonderful things which have come into my life
because I tried to do something!"

It is in the digging that life is lived, and it is the joy in
the journey that truly matters!

~Author Unknown~

Try tis link...it's fun

2005-05-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sleep/sheep/reaction_version5.swf

A burning dae at swimming pool

2005-05-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

haiz...got all tnned up from head to toe today...went swimming today to get tanned up. Actuaaly oso want to play badminton todae but i din booked the court on saturday...in the end, the badminton thing is cancelled. Instead, me, johnny, yan wei and Antz went swimming at wongi condo...As usual wongi was late and he onli get half hour swim onli...hehe...we had great fun there...playing "merlion", the big fish small fish thingy and more...i actually din noe how to swim...onli noe tat as long as i paddle, i will move forward...though i m so tall, swimming is a barrier to me. Therefore i decide to learn it in army...hehe...After tat, went to makan ...play some X-box and den went home, feeling tired....haha...tmr still need to go out ...haiz...sad

Chem practical fun !!!

2005-04-29T16:27:00.000+08:00

Back again even though there's phyics practical exam tmr...today just finished my chem pract. exam...it was funny esp. when there's a insert when reads "Chemistry is good, give me more, give me more, give me more...." (something lyk tat). It was writte all over the page with very small font...i was shocked and keeps on reading and reading it and it somehow psycho me...haha...but the insert was used for the chemical kinetics experiment...hehe...after the pract., we are all quanrantine in LT 4. On the way, we say out zinc, zinc, zinc....to misguide the others...haha...and when we past by the lab or any chem. teacher, we keep on saying zinc, zinc, zinc....haha...den in class, me and ming han too stress and lay down on ONE chair each and "star gazing"...there's 6 moons (the light bulbs) and infinite number of stars and some "shooting stars"....next we sing and childhood songs:

ming han and me:Do,
ming han: a deer a female deer.
ming han and me:Re,
ming han: a drop of golden sun.
ming han and me:Mi,
ming han: a name i call myself.
ming han and me:Fa,
ming han: a long long way to run.
ming han and me:So,
ming han: a needle pulling thread.
ming han and me:La,
ming han: a note come before so.
ming han and me:Tee,
ming han: a drink with jam and bread.
ming han and me:that will bring us back to do oh oh oh....
ming han:do, re, mi, fa, so, la, tee, DOoo, so,
me(in high voice):DOOOOEEEeeee

and tee yong secretly recorded it and even took pictures of us star-gazing...it was funny...the whole class (or to be exact, it was huiling) sang all the way to LT5...hehe...A fun and stress-free day.

picts for ur pleasure

2005-04-29T15:43:00.000+08:00

LOVE

2005-04-26T19:20:00.000+08:00

Love
“What are those for?” she asked smiling at the bouquet of flowers. Such an unnecessary question from the woman who has carried me through the trials of life. This is the mother that worked all day and dealt with kids at night while I worked my way through graduate school. This is the wife that sat by my side and fought back her tears as I endured an agonizing year of chemotherapy. This is the woman that carefully budgeted our income to allow us to afford our new home. Today the sun shines, but clouds may come again. I don’t know what the future will bring, but I do know that my love for her has grown and I never have to question her love for me.And she wonders what the flowers are for.

Lazy weekend

2005-04-17T11:03:00.000+08:00

Sianzzz......nothing to do...wake up so early oso no use...ytd was another lazy day...don feel lyk studying at all esp after my GP exam which was a complete failure...i screw up paper2 yet again :(...but the good news is, i got band 2 for my project work...all the hard work din go into the drain afterall...Indeed, my group members all get band 2 oso...yeah!!! It's so unexpected...being rated as the most slackest group actually get band 2...haha...can't believe it...many things are so unexpected ever since i enter JC life...but i will not say it...it's tough and i always feel lyk giving out...Sometimes, the idea of making the wrong choice in going to JC keeps poundering me.i wonder y? Few mths later and i will be taking the A level and this ieda keeps popping out of my mind...haiz...
Another good news...i haf recovered at last...got nothing to write already ...byez

Exams Fever!!!

2005-04-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

Just came back seeing a doctor...got a bit of flu and cough...din take care of myself again...can't resist the temptation of good food again, which result in now.
GP exam on friday and it's veri stressful. Our principal expected the whole class to do well or in other sense, get 100% pass...sad ..PW result out on the same day too...What a bad day on tis coming Firday...Sometimes, i really hoped tat A-level would passed by soon and it will be the time for me to play as much as i lyk...it's so fun...I can't wait for it to happen...
Got 1 day mc for tmr...so tat i can study for my GP exam...haha. A bit sian rite now...so tired frm mindgame juz now...need to slp now.

A sick and busy week

2005-04-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

Busy lately to do my work as exams are coming soon...so stress...nv online for the whole weekday...nothing new tis week accept tat i have endured my sickness till ytd tat i breakdown...Got fever for the whole day during Mr Asokan lesson...went to library somemore to borrow books instead of going home studying...siao rite...but in the end, borrow a book on the guide to success in GP (which is a bit useless) and sun zi bing fa book (i don't noe why i borrow tat oso)...Left library feeling veri tired and lethargic...

When reach home, went online to choose a medical check-up date for NS...need to update a lot of things which irritate my mum and i...haiz...NS coming...after tat, went to take the herbal tea for flu and went to sleep at 7+

The next day(9th april, 2005 Saturday)
Wake up so early and receive the message tat the extra lesson is off...fever subsided but flu still pestering me...tml, mei hua aka grandma is holding a birthday party...dono can make it or not, hopefully can...long time nv meet my friends even though i don noe who's going tmr as i just promptly reply her tat i may be going (too sick at tat time she msg me)...hope i can get well soon....and thanks to all who sms/calling me wishing me get well soon...thank you!!!

yoohoo!!!

2005-03-31T19:32:00.000+08:00

yeah...at last passed my NAFA test with a silver...and the bad thing is...i just my enlistment letter for NS. Sadz...a happy begining with a sad ending...irony. April Fool's tmr...going to trich our CT by smsing her tonight tat our class is not going to sch. tmr...haha...it sounds so fun...
Got chem test earlier tis week...was so stress...all on organic chemistry and it's so hard to memorise...did my TYS but in the end, i still can't study finished.sad. Fortunately,the test was relatively ok...but everytime, no matter how easy or hard the test is, i won't get an "A" or "B" and not even a "D"...i feel tat i am so suay and careless. Just hope tat tis test won't get a "D" again or worse still, an "E"...

laozi

2005-03-25T12:02:00.000+08:00